Now that the jetlag and initial fatigue have passed, I've had time to reflect on the experience and put it in perspective. This was truly one of the great trips I've taken. It wasn't perfect and there were a bunch of things that were hard to get through. For one, I wish sanitation issues hadn't plagued our team more or less from start to finish. But on the whole, I loved the experience. Again, for me it's not so much about summits (obviously it's fun and rewarding to reach them) but about the process. I really feel like I learned a lot of mountain craft and had a high enough level of training and experience to enjoy the climbing itself.
The trek out was a great experience. Though I was dealing with vision issues (which are now nearly back to normal and likely were the result of a pair of retinal hemorrhages due to lack of oxygen), I absolutely loved moving over the glacial and riverbank terrain the last few days. We had a full adventure, with stormy weather adding the challenge of soaked clothing, sleeping bags, and other equipment.
By this point in the trip, everything felt natural. The rhythm of life in the mountains became an effortless, comfortable flow. As a team, we worked well, moving seamlessly in groups on the route and helping each other at camps. By the time we reached Skardu, I'd fully shed the stress of the highest Karakoram. As Boukreev would say, I was reborn.
Mountains are cathedrals: grand and pure, the houses of my religion. I go to them as humans go to worship...From their lofty summits I view my past, dream of my future, and with an unusual acuity I am allowed to experience the present moment. My strength renewed, my vision cleared, in the mountains I celebrate creation. On each journey I am reborn.